SHELLROCK!

I'm so in love with Christ Jesus. He has been and will always be the love of my life. I am so blessed and thankful that God has my heart... This past week has been very emotionally draining. But with Gods strength, comfort, and love I have been able to pull through. He is so amazing to me. I love him for it. I can't thank him enough for the things that He has done in my life. I am not just in love with Jesus. But I am also in love with Daryl... (my future husband) And am so blessed that God has brough him in to my life. I couldn't ask for anyone better to be with then him! He is my best friend... someone who I love. Someone who I am going to be spending the rest of my life with... I'm in love... and I can't help but to be. Blessings, Michelle

I had this great interesting talk with some people that i work with - 3 of who were believers. One an athiest. The question came up "michelle - how can you believe something that you don't see, can't feel, and don't know?" My responce "I do see Jesus - not in human form, but I see him in my life - I feel him working, and I do know Jesus - he's my savior, my father, he's my first love" - I hope I can have the courage to say this - I didn't tonight. I need it though... pray for me... I need more courage... Michelle

I was laughing pretty hard at myself last night - ever since I got engaged I have been thinking about my wedding day - even though my enagement with Daryl is going to be a long one - I have thought about the people who I want to be in my wedding party, what kind of dress that I would like, the flowers, the ring bearer, the flower girl, where I'd get married... and of course what songs to play - like walking down the asile. leaving with my husband after we get married... our first dance together... So I have combined a few songs that I would love to be played... here is my list... :) ah I know - I'm a loser... hahahhaaa... This I swear - Nick Lanchey God Send - DC Talk I knew I loved you - Savage Garden My Everything - 98degrees This I promise you - nsync yup... big time geek eh? anywho - well I worked today - it was such a huge long boring day - we didn't get many calls for orders or anything - guess people weren't in the "pizza mood" so we spent a great deal ...

don't you love just being silly sometimes... oh I totally do!!!! Blessings, Michelle

I am so blessed and so happy... but at the same time so scared... I'm engaged to the most loving man that I have ever really met in my whole entire life. Daryl is my true soul mate. I love him to bits... He had asked me to marry him at around 2am this morning (sunday) and I said "yes!" I fired off emails to people, tried calling people this morning. I stilll have one person who really needs to know - my best friend, who I can't for the life of me get a hold of her... I dunno where she has been these past couple of days. But yes - I am sooooo happy and very excited. I have been already thinking about the day - who I want to be in the wedding party, what kind of flowers that i'd like, all that sort of stuff. I know we are having a long engagement but its still really rather exciting. its like a dream that has come true! Thank you Jesus for bringing a man in to my life who loves me just as much as he loves you. Thank you for being the center of our relationship, tha...

There are days like this past tuesday - where i felt quite hurt by a friend of mine. but then there are days like today - where i just feel so loved by those around me. There are things that I am learning - not that I need to learn them, well I guess in some aspect we all need to learn this but something hit me this week... people really need to start thinking before they speak. Because I have realized, that once you start talking - without thinking, it really causes a lot of hurt and heart ache in ones life. Not just the hurt, but then comes the anger - rage - bitterness towards that person. Thats what I am experiencing this past week. A few choice words were spoken to me, the person didn't realize what they said - or why they said it until i had the courage to call them on it. Think before you speak. My mother always taught me while I was growing up that we are to think beofre we speak, not just that but to treat others the way that we want to be treated... I know that I didn...